"You would've been enough BUT,"
You would've been enough but I couldn't admit it.
You would've been enough if I wasn't so timid.
You would've been enough if you didn't have children.
You would've been enough if you ain't catch me slipping.
You would've been enough if you would've let go
You would've been enough if your pace remained slow.
You would've been enough but now we'll never know.
You would've been enough but now its time to let go.
Does enough equate to ordinary or does enough go hand in hand to extraordinary?
You would've been enough if you didn't know yourself.
You would've been enough if you never asked for help.
You would've been enough if you never said you needed me.
That way it could've been easier each night for me to sleep.
You would've been enough but you were just too nice.
You would've been enough but you were too filled with pride.
You would've been enough if you would've let me run it all.
You would've been enough if you weren't so big and I wasn't so small.
You would've been enough if you would have let me make all the calls.
You would've been enough but you just ain't play your part.
You would've been enough if you could just follow directions.
You would've been enough if you weren't always second guessing.
You would've been enough if enough were truly a thing.
You would've been enough but now you wont get that ring.
You would've been enough, enough just enough for me.
You would've been enough if you would have only taken the time to see.
You would've been enough but almost is never enough.
F.E.A.R = False Evidence Appearing Real.
Asalaam Alaikum which means peace and blessings. I'm sure we have all heard the Acronym F.E.A.R. When I first heard that statement from a colleague I thought it was very corny. I thought that the person was just saying some new trend from among the people. So I decided to never catch myself referring back to that. Yet if you are taking the time to read this blog post then I'm quite sure you are from among the crowd of those whom I've been reaching out to, in order to promote myself, my purpose and my mission. So I inevitably had to face what I did not want to ever, ever, ever admit was FEAR. Growing up I was always a straight forward woman. I was what many would call very blunt. Some people appreciated this about me, while others didn't. I remember hearing that the Honorable Minister Louis Farrakhan was calling for 10,000 fearless and I just swore that I was one of them. Until Allah began to test me. I automatically assumed that how he would test me would be along the lines of whether or not I could tell somebody off when they were dead wrong. Or if I could endure a real battle where maybe I would get hurt. In that case I was the most fearless person I knew!! Yet I didn't ever think that Allah would test how fearless I was in the area of business. It just never occurred to me. Yet as I sit here typing it makes me think about how Allah says "My thinking is not your thinking" My thoughts come from above, while your thoughts come from below". I thought that doing for self would be so easy until I had to overcome those False, Evidences which appeared to be so REAL. Allah has shown me that I have allowed these fake ideas of how a person should be and act get in the way of my true purpose and potential. I was created to love and care. I was created to express and guide. Yet sometimes I would be told that I was overextending myself, or that it was just too much. Yet the more that I extend myself the more that Allah is blessing me. The more that I become uncomfortable the more that I am finding what makes me comfortable. And as of lately I have looked my fears HEAD ON and they have done like Satan when you stand up to him, they have Fled.! I don't know how long they will remain gone but I'm here to tell you I'm willing to get up each time to stand back up if i get knocked down. Nomore False evidence will be allowed in my life from here on out. From here on out the only thing I can make way for is the TRUTH! InshAllah you will take the approach to overcome your fears as well! Peace and love!